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Ankles

Nov 26 '25
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Sports
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1 min
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With age, the body aches. 

My ankles aren’t what they used to be, they’re fragile now.

That’s why I stopped playing soccer, even though I’ve done it since I was a little kid. 

Today I played again. 

Waiting for the ball. Getting the ball. Fighting for the ball. Running for the ball. Shooting the ball. Passing the ball. Losing the ball. Winning the ball. Scoring a goal. Seeing an opponent score a goal. 

I’m not sure if I’ll be able to keep playing, but I want to.

I already get enough physical activity: tennis three or four times a week, the gym three times. 

Both are far kinder to my joints. 

Tennis comes close to the satisfaction soccer gives me, but it’s not quite the same. 

Intellectually, I know I should keep avoiding it. Emotionally, I want to play.

Context

I started this blog as a kid and have redesigned it many times over the years. I've never been able to let it go—I think it's because it feels like my memory of growing with the internet turned into a living thing.

By January 1st, 2027, this blog will have 365 new photos and 52 new posts.

I want to live more intentionally. Enough to find something worth photographing each day.

I want to reflect more deeply. Enough to write something meaningful each week.