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I don’t want to take photos every day

Feb 22 '26
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Life
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1 min
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Late in 2025 I thought photography would be my visual creative outlet. It seemed like the obvious choice.

Today I dread it. I’m going to listen to that dread—lean into it.

I’m pausing photography because I didn’t enjoy it. Part of this exercise is exploring what I really like, and what I’ve really enjoyed is building little apps. I’m going to keep doing that. 

Rick Rubin on trying to win by pleasing others:

“Do you know the biggest mistake most musicians make?” he said. “Their first album comes from love, heartbreak, passion, or depression. They have no expectation of how the world will respond. They write it from the heart, and if it catches on, they’re validated by the world. But then they start writing their second album, and they don’t necessarily write it based on love, heartbreak, or passion. They write the album they think the world will want.”

Context

I started this blog as a kid and have redesigned it many times over the years. I've never been able to let it go—I think it's because it feels like my memory of growing with the internet turned into a living thing.

I set out to take a photo every day this year. I didn't enjoy it, so I stopped. Now I'm exploring other creative outlets instead.

By January 1st, 2027, this blog will have 52 new posts.

I want to reflect more deeply. Enough to write something meaningful each week.